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Topic: Fuck it, I might actually kill myself.

+Anonymous A1 week ago #48,904

My plan involves an exit bag, and severe tropane poisoning. Anyone who knows what all that means, will know I am not playing around.

I don't want pity, or people trying to encourage me either way. I just posted this here, because it's getting hard to remain silent about it. Better random strangers know, than someone who will definitely try to stop me.

I know I'm leaving behind people, who will be saddened, I just don't give a fuck anymore. The world is an endless ocean of misery, what difference does a few more drops make? At least those people won't have to worry about me any longer.

Anyway, try to stop me, if you must. Maybe there's something I haven't already considered.

+Anonymous B1 week ago, 30 minutes later[T] [B] #529,979

@OP

> I don't want pity, or people trying to stop me

Followed by...

> Anyway, try to stop me

Lol, idiot. Quit looking for attention you whiny self-obsessed faggot.

+The Asshole !j8WdfRT3xY1 week ago, 10 minutes later, 40 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #529,981

Well @OP....

@previous (B) does have a pretty good point here.


> > I don't want pity, or people trying to stop me
>
> Followed by...
>
> > Anyway, try to stop me
>
> Lol, idiot. Quit looking for attention you whiny self-obsessed faggot.

·Anonymous A (OP) — 1 week ago, 53 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #529,982

@previous (The Asshole !j8WdfRT3xY)

Right, doesn't matter, got it.

+Anonymous D 1 week ago, 39 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #529,984

@OP

wondering if your serious about the intent..

I sometimes feel that way...I have had some pretty dark moments this year..

hope disappears...one gets tired of struggling when nothing postive ever happens..

I think it's 'depression'..
The head docs can tell you you're depressed...but they can't cure it..

bad situations usually don't last...good stuff will happen..

the main reason I am still around is because of people in my life who care about me and who would experience negativity if I were to be absent..

+Anonymous E1 week ago, 2 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #529,985

@previous (D)
You have a point. At least OP isn't you.

+Ducky !MwWb.dJjRc1 week ago, 22 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #529,990

Ugh

+Syntax1 week ago, 10 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #529,992

What can one say that has not been said B4?

Great Sex
Great Food
Great Fun
Great Friends
Great Entertainment

OK So OP has not had not so much good luck with such

·Anonymous E1 week ago, 24 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #529,994

@previous (Syntax)
Way to brag about things you don't have in a suicide thread.

+Anonymous H1 week ago, 1 minute later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #529,995

@529,992 (Syntax)
None of which youve had which just goes to show how powerful the mind is.

·Syntax1 week ago, 20 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #529,996

@previous (H)
@529,994 (E)

Ya no I have been around this Planet Earth a loooong tyme now

I could have added Fun at the Ocean and Fun with exercise n such

But hey IF Both of U have not had any of which I listed well what is keeping you on Planet Earth B4 Natural Expiration?

·The Asshole !j8WdfRT3xY1 week ago, 50 seconds later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #529,997

@529,984 (D)
> wondering if your serious about the intent..

They always say when someone threatens suucide, take it seriously. Also, when someone is talking about it, they are usually trying to reach out for help.

> I sometimes feel that way...I have had some pretty dark moments this year..

It comes and goes, doesn't it? But yet, you continue to push on each day, hoping to find that one thing that motivates you.

> hope disappears...one gets tired of struggling when nothing postive ever happens..

Everyone has those days. Some take longer to overcome.

> I think it's 'depression'..
> The head docs can tell you you're depressed...but they can't cure it..

Agreed. You tell them you are thinking of suicide, and they put you on meds that have the side effect of "This medicine may cause thoughts of suicide....." go figure.

> bad situations usually don't last...good stuff will happen..

Agree to a point. Some bad situations never end. The good stuff only cheers you up for a short period.

> the main reason I am still around is because of people in my life who care about me and who would experience negativity if I were to be absent..

I disagree with this. If you're so deep in depression, and the suicidal tendency is very strong, those feelings and thoughts will not matter.

·Syntax1 week ago, 7 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #529,998

Yea perhaps I should have come up with something more better but OP said
Fuck it, I might actually kill myself.

I might vs I am is the operative operative operative

·Ducky !MwWb.dJjRc1 week ago, 1 minute later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #529,999

@529,994 (E)
Dkm

·The Asshole !j8WdfRT3xY1 week ago, 2 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #530,000

@previous (Ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
Duckster!!!

(Edited 27 seconds later.)


·Syntax1 week ago, 4 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #530,001

Ducky could give OP sum pitty sex

·The Asshole !j8WdfRT3xY1 week ago, 2 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #530,002

@previous (Syntax)
In that case, I'm really depressed!!!

·Anonymous A (OP) — 1 week ago, 1 minute later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #530,003

@530,001 (Syntax)

Wouldn't change anything, sex is not important to me.

·Syntax1 week ago, 8 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[T] [B] #530,004

@previous (A)

OK So how about listing the most fun stuff you can remember
Best eats best thrill best next2thrill
What kept you going this far?

·Anonymous A (OP) — 1 week ago, 9 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[T] [B] #530,006

@previous (Syntax)

Stupidity, I think.

·Syntax1 week ago, 2 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[T] [B] #530,007

@previous (A)

BS
You cannot tell me you have not found a few moments in life so far worthwhile
I waz not born yesterday which everyone will agree is true

·The Asshole !j8WdfRT3xY1 week ago, 1 minute later, 4 hours after the original post[T] [B] #530,008

@previous (Syntax)
That's true! You were here before the first sun light ever hit planet earth!!
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