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Topic: seriously...I am ready for the final cut..

+Anonymous A11 months ago #46,155

I have had the idea for awhile now..


two pints of one ninety ingested in fifteen minutes or so...the plan seems pretty flawless considering noone will stumble upon me for at least twenty four hours or even much longer after the fact..


all I have is a couple of family members who have been trying to help me for awhile...and they are not even upper middle class by any stretch of the imagination...and I have recieved about as much help from them in a short period as they could handle..


so I come here and ask the only other people I know who can help me...and you jugheads mock and sneer..


well guess fucking what? I have had this plan to get out of this misery on the back burner for a long time...you know...I am SIVCK as FUCK of people in this world who do not gives two fucks about other people who are down and out..


just as a special treat for you sons of bitches I am planning on writing some kind of final note for you assholes to that informs you of my demise...cause that this is what you want..


so look for a post some time soon...if things do not get any better for me...the subject line will read:
'Attention Bert's peeps'


I have had a decent life...but I have never been down this low...and most of my hope is gone with the wind...when I asked for help here it was hard to do...you probably think it was easy...but it was humiliating...very much so...but whatever...none of you could probably not imagine being in the shape I am in...and actually I am glad of that..


if I can leave any last impression upon you soulless fucks at all...it would be that you should look out for your fellow men..


I don't know much else to say...and I am not promising I am going to follow through with this endgame...but it is extremely probable...like ninety percent probable...cause shit has gone soooo wrong and there is sadness beyone measure in my life..


anyways..I wish the best for each and every single one of you in TC land...and I hope somehow that I can make it through this forrest of blackness and not do this..


please keep me in your thoughts..

(Edited 7 minutes later.)


+Anonymous B11 months ago, 10 minutes later[T] [B] #502,574

@OP
maybe you should have asked your friend def for help

+The Trucker11 months ago, 28 minutes later, 39 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #502,584

As much as i can't stand you Bert, I'll finally say one thing politely to you.

You seemed you had it going good. You were working, you had your own place. Maybe your job sucked, but it was a job, it gave you the cash you needed.

However, the cash it gave you, kept going to alcohol. And that is/was the leading cause of your demise.

You cry and moan on here about being down and out. We dont force you to put the bottle to your lips, you do that by choice.

Syntax, and others have tried to get you to put the bottle down. But, you, have chosen not too.

You wonder why no one here wants to send you cash to help? Because even though we are a bunch of worthless fucks(as you like to refer to us as), we refuse to help contribute to your alcoholism.

Now, I can be the friendliest motherfucker you'll ever meet. But in your case, the biggest asshole you've ever met. Why? Your constant threats of rape and violence doesn't faze me. Im a trucker, I have seen enough shit on the road that I could write a book about it.

But anyway, quit all your shit talking on here, and maybe someone will give two fucks, but until then, enjoy your misery.

+Anonymous D11 months ago, 35 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #502,593

The world is cruel and I have poor impulse control.

+Anonymous E11 months ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #502,594

no one currs, kill urself already

·Anonymous B11 months ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #502,595

@previous (E)
it's not his fault :'(

·The Trucker11 months ago, 14 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #502,596

@previous (B)
Um, yes it is. He just wants to blame the world for his failure.

+Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo11 months ago, 23 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,604

@previous (The Trucker)

> Um, yes it is. He just wants to blame the world for his failure.

+Namefag !CQywTu1T9w11 months ago, 36 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,607

Boo hoo, you're "sivck as fuck of people"

I'm ACTUALLY SICK AS FUCK, I just survived another massive infection in my head along with multiple ulcers leaking food into my bloodstream causing sepsis, but you don't see me fucking whining!

Seriously everything you think is wrong and if you expect someone to save you then you are violently deluded as to how personal value works.

Stop whining and do something holy shit, get a new job, get new friends, move to canada fuck dude the only person stopping you is you!

·Anonymous D11 months ago, 2 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,608

@502,604 (Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo)
@502,596 (The Trucker)
@previous (Namefag !CQywTu1T9w)
You guys are so mean!!11!!1!!1!

·Anonymous C11 months ago, 7 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,609

@previous (D)
We're not mean.

Facts is facts. Bert is a fuck up and fails to realize it's his own doing.

I have no pity for him.

·Anonymous C11 months ago, 27 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,610

@502,607 (Namefag !CQywTu1T9w)
That's it, tell him how it is.

·Anonymous D11 months ago, 1 hour later, 4 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,612

@502,609 (C)
Why don't you care about your fellow man? :(

·Anonymous C11 months ago, 52 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,614

@previous (D)
You can't help a man who doesn't help himself.

He has no desire to put the bottle down, hold on to a job, or do better for himself.

Ive hit hard times, but I kept going until I got back where I needed.

+Syntax11 months ago, 1 hour later, 6 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,616

AA welcome to alcohol anon.jpgbert I am working my ass off these days - Lost a massive amount of money on the election but I was already down and in for this new workload - Non Satellite stuff -Experimental ground based Cell designs of the far future and totally dependent on a very advanced CPU that Snaps even faster than ever b4 n its even possible such will not be invented till post 2020 - Deal is if one does NOT look to the future one never gets there.

This shit is fun exciting super cutting edge and its multi-year IF I can invest the time required and pays super fucking extra well so I am motivated but am also stuck on a long term Satellite consulting contract which I NO there is one possible way to break - One however cannot put all eggs in one basket.

bert all this to say I work fucking hard at present at work and EVEN Harder to have fun outside of work with my dancing wine tastings Hikes and LOVE Making as that has gotten more better with me working damn hard to stay in super shape - Men need that dumb as fuck pill cause they have jammed up Pipes in body that deliver Oxygen to Brain and needed Blood for Boners - Long Hard as fuck Boners that keep on doing what Gals want to see - Gals figure IF one cannot keep it UP - Its cause they are not attractive enough -

bert I would send you money but only after proof you have done as in pic - What I will NOT do is help you buy more Everclear - Lost a best friend to booze and he was one hell of a nice guy sober and just more laid back when drunk. Ken the guy who connected me up with Jacque Cousteau for chunk of Island wayyyyy back when.

I have many friends who credit AA with full recovery - Great employees because they got stronger after being down n out.

You kicked Heroin so bert MAN UP and start AA or hell save city coffers and find a way to donate body to Medical school cause they are looking for fresh cadavers.

Sober u wood never yell rape as you do drunk - And the number of times you have yelled you want to rape or will rape some girl is totally so disgusting - That alone has caused great pain with net women I know and one you adored Sandy wood be happy to hear you took the easy way out. You so hurt her by Rape threats to her best gal friends. Over n over n over-

bert you have been a net buddy for like 15-18-19 years now - If u r not going to sober up - Do the right thing and get paper work done so you end up as Cadaver for Med Students -

yellowroses2060@yahoo.com

Proof its really you will be with you mailing me with the First Letter of your Real name - That simple - Some other fool here wood other wise try and imp you so they could get my cold hard cash - But again NO cold hard cash till you man up with AA

·Namefag !CQywTu1T9w11 months ago, 2 hours later, 8 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,630

@previous (Syntax)
AA has an abysmal success rate because their entire "treatment" philosophy is religious bullshit.

Find a non-religious addiction support group or just live in a shed behind my house and build computers for me for food

+Anonymous I11 months ago, 3 hours later, 11 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,683

@OP
I have started up a petition to allow you to plead your case on MC too.

·Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo11 months ago, 2 minutes later, 11 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,684

@previous (I)
nice, bert's personal army

·Anonymous I11 months ago, 5 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,685

@previous (Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo)
I doubt he'll find any recruits there, TBH.

·Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo11 months ago, 6 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[T] [B] #502,686

@previous (I)
you're the fresh and first recruit

+kook !!NBBLPn+WZ11 months ago, 4 days later, 5 days after the original post[T] [B] #502,997

Bert, set up a you caring page

·Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo11 months ago, 40 seconds later, 5 days after the original post[T] [B] #502,998

@previous (kook !!NBBLPn+WZ)
> set up a you caring page
no1cars

·Syntax11 months ago, 2 minutes later, 5 days after the original post[T] [B] #503,000

@502,997 (kook !!NBBLPn+WZ)
He shouldn't receive a single cent.
Just yesterday he said his relatives sent him money, and the next day he talked about how he just finished drinking everclear.

People like that have only themselves to blame.

·Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo11 months ago, 1 minute later, 5 days after the original post[T] [B] #503,002

@previous (Syntax)

> He shouldn't receive a single cent.
> Just yesterday he said his relatives sent him money, and the next day he talked about how he just finished drinking everclear.
>
> People like that have only themselves to blame.

·Syntax11 months ago, 53 minutes later, 5 days after the original post[T] [B] #503,007

@502,630 (Namefag !CQywTu1T9w)

> AA has an abysmal success rate because their entire "treatment" philosophy is religious bullshit.
>
> Find a non-religious addiction support group or just live in a shed behind my house and build computers for me for food

http://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2014/03/the-surprising-failures-of-12-steps/284616/

> So how did AA gain such a place of privilege in American health-culture? How did a regimen so overtly religious in nature, with a 31 percent success rate at best, a five to 10 percent success rate at worst, and a five percent overall retention rate become the most trusted method of addiction-treatment in the country, and arguably the world? It’s a central question Dodes seeks to answer in The Sober Truth. And he begins at the very beginning.

I guess that as an employeer who has met many who credit AA - I formed an uninformed opinion. I met only the successes

The alternative however does NOT exist if one does not have money. It has a more better chance of working for bert because

1: He was able to kick Heroin

2: He believes in Jesus

> Find a non-religious addiction support group

And how common are those

bert lives in Knoxville TN

https://www.google.com/search?q=non-religious+addiction+support+group&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8#newwindow=1&q=non+religious+alcoholics+anonymous+knoxville+tn

bert give that a go2

·Syntax11 months ago, 2 minutes later, 5 days after the original post[T] [B] #503,008

Clones blue-1.jpg@503,000 (Syntax)

@503,000 (Syntax)

> He shouldn't receive a single cent.
> Just yesterday he said his relatives sent him money, and the next day he talked about how he just finished drinking everclear.
>
> People like that have only themselves to blame.

(Edited 53 seconds later.)


+Eternal God Emperor Obama4 months ago, 6 months later, 7 months after the original post[T] [B] #526,075

Just say something bad about me in public, the gestapo will hunt you down and kill you execution style

·Syntax4 months ago, 2 hours later, 7 months after the original post[T] [B] #526,081

161 days until Christmas

+Anonymous L4 months ago, 53 minutes later, 7 months after the original post[T] [B] #526,087

@previous (Syntax)

> 362 more posts until you can PM others.

Fuck Christmas.

+Anonymous M4 months ago, 23 minutes later, 7 months after the original post[T] [B] #526,092

@previous (L)
actually I spoke to the mods a few days ago. fuckalms told me he only added that limit so he has something to say in all the "bring back PMing" threads.
"as soon as anyone reaches 4,000 posts, I will disable it again", is what he said.

·Anonymous L4 months ago, 40 minutes later, 7 months after the original post[T] [B] #526,094

@previous (M)

damlol.
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